Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I...

I was browsing through blogs today to make time in bed a bit easier, and came upon a fun little tidbit that Laura and Jen both put on their blogs....I loved it! I got to learn a bit about both of these cute ladies, and decided this would be fun...

Here it goes:


1. I've come to realize that my chest-size...
Used to be existent
:)
2. I've come to realize that my job...
Is something I am great at. I am good at dealing with people, diffusing tempers and helping people. I love people. I miss working right now...

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
I have a bit of road rage. I also LOVE to harmonize with my kiddies to the radio at volume HIGH

4. I've come to realize that I need...
To hug my husband, to hear from my kids, to dig around in my garden

5. I've come to realize that I have lost...
Time...I look back at how quick my beautiful children have grown up. I remember hearing adults say that all the time when I was little and I soooo didn't think that would ever happen to me...I was WRONG!

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...I am alone

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...
It is usually with silly laughter at our dinner table with my silly family:)

8. I've come to realize that money...
Is incredibly hard to come by right now, and makes life overwhelming.

9. I've come to realize that certain people...
Make me smile, make me sad, make me think. I love people, and trying to figure out how they got to where they are in life and what their dreams and hopes are...

10. I've come to realize that I'll always...
Love MUSIC with all of my heart and soul

11. I've come to realize that my sibling(s)...
Are pretty crazy. I love talking to them, because they think like me, and we understand each other...I love them very much.

12. I've come to realize that my mom...
Was one of my best friends. She held me up when I couldnt stand. She was strong, funny, beautiful, ambitious and I miss her more than I can say. I am sitting here with tears running down my cheeks...I love you momma!

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
Is an addiction. Jeff calls is my "bink"


14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...
I felt grateful and peaceful...haven't felt either of those things very much lately

15. I've come to realize last night before I went to sleep...
That I am incredibly impressed by my children. They have gone through more than most people can imagine, and still get up and keep trying. They are strong, beautiful people that are "my heart" itself...

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking...
That life has so much more in store for us, I am excited ( and scared)

17. I've come to realize that my dad...

Is my hero. He was so compassionate, kind, brave, smart. Loved the out of doors and instilled that in me. Would quietly teach me with love when I "KNEW" what was best for me...ha ha...oh daddy, I MISS YOU!!
18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook...
I too have a SLIGHT addiction.

19. I've come to realize that today…
I am slowly going CRAZY having to be in bed...this is going on week three...this surgery was worth it, right??

20. I've come to realize that tonight...
I get to be at the dinner table again with my family...what an incredible time of the day that it...(and Glee is on)

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow...
I will still be laying in bed...uggghhhhh

22. I've come to realize that I really want to...
Open a restaurant

23. I've come to realize that my butt...
Is sore...HA HA

24. I've come to realize that life...
Is SOOOO not what I imagined. If I would have seen what I would have to go through, I would have run so far the other way. I wouldn't be the person I am right now though, huh?

25. I've come to realize that this weekend...Is going to be good...we are going to go get autumn leaves:)

26. I've come to realize that marriage...
Is SO HARD! It is much better with someone you truley love! I promise. It is something you need to constantly work on. You need to learn how to forgive, how to be vulnerable, to share your thoughts, to compromise, to dream and laugh together...

27. I've come to realize that my friends...
Are amazing... I'm a very lucky person to have such great people surround me.

28. I've come to realize that this year..
has been one the the very hardest in my life, but the lessons learned and the love strengthened and the power I found in me have actually been gifts.

29. I've come to realize that my ex is...
ever present and will always be around as we have children together. I do wish him well.

30. I've come to realize that maybe I should..

Get in SHAPE

31. I've come to realize that I love...
flowers, the canyon, my garden, my husband, my children, music, laughter, the smell of fresh rain and cooking

32. I've come to realize that I don't understand...
Myself...you think at 44 I would know this person Kathleen...I am getting to know her though, and she is actually someone I like:)

33. I've come to realize my past...
is something that I am really glad is the past. Live and learn and grow.

34. I've come to realize that parties...
Make me happy! We need to have more...I really miss my extended family. I feel like our little family is alone sometimes.

35. I've come to realize that I'm totally terrified...
of MICE....(and men...ha ha...I slay myself)

3 comments:

taryn said...

Haha! Now you have me laughing (mice and men)! You are so great Kath. I love learning more about you! We want to come visit you. Olivia would LOVE to see your doggies and you soon (maybe on Thurs. after school?)!

Nana & Papa of 16 said...

Kathleen, I had no idea you were laid up in bed. I loved reading and learning more about you, you are such a talented lady!!! Get better soon. Call me I'm usually here all day. Judy

JeffKathnkids said...

Please come see us ANYTIME TARYN and Liv!! I would LOVE it!

Judy! How are you? I will need to call you:)

love u both~Kath